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If only bees, butterflies, flowers and trees could talk. Many scientists think they communicate for sure. Do they experience some form of hopeful instinct to keep going through global warming? Do they see angels?

There are angels everywhere in the fictitious novels I write in the Mystic Bay Series. But today as we face the coronavirus pandemic, I find myself praying to God and the angels without ceasing for our families, friends, and the world. In my mind I’m forever  sending angels to my children and grandchildren who don’t live near me. I send angels to protect my friends who are ill. I send angels from my heart and mind, healing angels as a never ending prayer. One of the quotes I try to live by is,” Fear comes to the door and faith answers it.” Sending prayerful thoughts of healing to the whole world has power. Millions believe there is spiritual healing energy in prayers.

It’s spring and the  promise of flowers blooming and bees and butterflies flying is real. As I breathe in the essence of flowers and new mown grass, I imagine the world becoming a more enlightened place. For every year there is an awakening of Mother Earth. We can help her heal by sending loving prayers to the earth, the ill, and every medical professional and scientist trying to end this nightmare.

 The sun will shine, the moon will cast a  glow and the winter of the pandemic will eventually leave. During this difficult time it came to me to write a memoir of my life as a Special Education teacher. Each and every one of my students inspired me to become a better human being. I’m convinced there are angels on earth for I know I met an angel once and that meeting has forever changed me.  I will write with faith and hope a story that needs to be  told,  my memoir, The Angels On The Writers’ Shoulders.

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When I wrote my new children’s book, When The Angel Sent Butterflies, it came from the heart and the miracle of seeing butterflies at the most serendipitous of moments. My late daughter, Kate at four years old, was for a brief time, afraid of bees. As I wrote the story I thought of  butterflies as calming the character Kate’s fears as love is sent by Angel Ken with a wave of  butterflies from his hands.

But really the synchronicity of it all seems angels, butterflies, and bees, all represent hope, joy and love to me. One of the favorite lines I ever wrote was not in one in my books. To one of my best friends who is fighting illness I wrote:

“Though thought to be fragile, butterfly’s wings are strong in the wind. They fly miles on angel wind.” 

The strength of angels sending love through the flight of butterflies and bees gives me peace. This is part of the wondrous spiritual awakening in me

My granddaughter Kate’s photo with  a butterfly visiting last year.

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I’ve always wanted to write a children’s book but never in my wildest dreams thought I’d become an author of three novels let alone pen a lovely children’s book. But then a serendipitous moment arrived. An acquaintance read Town of Angels. She said, “You know, this story is so beautiful you need to write a children’s book with Angel Ken and the butterflies!” I was touched and pondered it for a few months yet I knew unfortunately, my artistic skills were limited to stick figures.

Not knowing who could illustrate the book I set to writing the book anyway with hopeful anticipation using my grandchildren Jones and Kate as the children’s characters, Angel Ken, from Town of Angels, and Billie, my grandchildren’s dog as the other characters. Of course butterflies were everywhere in the story.

Yet the synchronicity of happenings arrived as it does so often. It came to me to  ask my friend and fellow author Susan Clare Anderson if she would illustrate the book for me.  I love the way she draws and paints. She said she’d think about it. Lo and behold some time later she told me she found a big white feather on her driveway and thought of me and my angel books. “Funny you should mention this,” I told her. ” For  recently, I too found a big white feather by the side of my house!” We compared them side by side and decided When The Angel Sent Butterflies was meant to be. 

But in the way of the angels this was not the last of the synchronicities because as Susan drew the little children I realized they  looked a lot  like Jones and Kate. The amazing part of it was that Susan had never  seen a photo of the children.

You can call it fate or coincidence but I call it something else. Swirling ideas were sent to me on angel’s wings and a beautiful children’s book came to life. Children need to know love from their parents and others surrounds them. Love conquers fear and believing angels are near can help sweep away any childhood fear. In this story Angel Ken sending Jones and Kate butterflies is my example of sending love.

And the butterflies and bees in the story? I  believe they are guardians of this precious Earth, little angels themselves, every one.

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The synchronicity of happenings makes me wonder. Today, February 17th, would be my late daughter, Kate’s birthday. This month of love has been full of  synchronicities. Two days ago my husband Dave and I were flipping through  channels and there was the Lawrence Welk Show from the sixties. Pausing there  for a moment because there was a tap dancer on I said,  “That’s how Kate danced.” I could visualize my own daughter tapping those steps long ago.  Kate taught tap as a teenager.”She could tap dance like a broadway star,” I said at her memorial. Then yesterday, the 16th, I was in a boutique buying jeans and the song,“Jitterbug” by George Michael came over the speaker  yet  it was playing louder than normal. Kate tap danced to the song in one of her school recitals. I hadn’t heard the song in years.

This healing road I’ve taken since her passing has been  full of synchronicity. A cardinal’s been at my feeder now for a month. I hadn’t seen one in ten years there except the day my precious dog Sassi had surgery and lived. Cardinals are scarce in my town in the Arizona desert but are said to be a sign angels are near. Synchronicities help me write my novels and blogs. A friend gave me the angel  in the photo below. For over 20 years I’ve placed her in the western window where as the sun sets she casts a shadow on the wall. Looking at the angel gives me peace and so I  wrote the shadows’ theme in my novel, The Angel’s Daughter. Hannah, a half angel asks, “Am I just  just a shadow of an angel?” Yet in the happy ending she finds her very angelness and moves forward with her life just as I have. Synchronicities are surely heavens’ messages. I know not only angels are near but Kate is always near. “What’s heaven like,”  I once wrote her in a poem, “Are  rainbows everywhere?”  Somewhere over the rainbow the synchronicities are forming a snowflake like pattern, a loving heavenly design. 

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A wise healer helped change my worrisome thinking. His calming voice said, “There’s a spiritual awakening in the world.”

Now February, the month of giving thoughts of love, my husband gave me a beautiful valentine. “Love you Forever” it read. I believe love is forever and ever. Sending love on angels wings to those I love keeps me positive. Love is more powerful than hate, judgement or despair. Love is prayer without ceasing and hope without ending. Writing novels about angels helps me grow as I hope to be a  calming presence for my family.

A spiritual awakening is happening. Yes, it’s inside me now. It’s spread on the wings of angels I believe in. Remember the beautiful song written long ago…Let There Be Peace On Earth and Let It Begin With Me.

 

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Synchronicity Happenings?

Walking down the road on a hot summer day I was  filled with grief for the loss of  my daughter Kate. However,  I vowed that day to never  become a bitter old women. 

Twenty plus years have gone by and  these years have been filled with a  synchronicity of happenings. They come  like brilliant light shining through a winter storm.  Are they really psychic experiences or the work of angels?

The first happening took place in a dream weeks after Kate passed away. A voice in a dream said, ” Read the book Charlotte’s Web, there will be a message in it for you.” But I had never read the childrens’ book by E. B. White. Astounded, I woke up determined to read the book to see if there really was  a message in it  for me? As I read all afternoon long, the pages spoke of the bucolic life on the farm and the enduring friendship between a pig named Wilbur and Charlotte, the farms’ talented artist who as it happened was an endearing spider who created magical webs. Charlotte saves Wilburs’ life at the  fair by weaving her webs filled with woven messages like “Some Pig” and other wonderful sayings. Yet sadly, Charlotte dies and Wilbur is left without his best friend. I wondered then where was my message? Could it just be a dream? But my message was there written on the very last page, “Wilbur never forgot Charlotte. Although he loved her children and grandchildren dearly, none of the new spiders ever quite took her place in his heart.” This message was the beginning of a  synchronicity of events that would continue.

A  few months later my fifteen year old daughter, Elizabeth, left a note on her bedroom floor when she went to school. “Dear Kate in heaven,” it read in part, “I love you more than anyone but could you please help Mom?” I sat on her bed and knew  I needed  to move forward focusing on my living children to be the best mom to my twins Mike and Elizabeth. Didn’t they deserve  the same attentive mother I’d been for Kate?

Ten years later Kate’s memory had inspired me to write novels about angels and my life was filled with purpose and thanksgiving. Yet sadlyI  lost my husband Steve and  wondered how would I handle another death of someone I loved? But  a beautiful new message came. Was it  another synchronicity happening? My son, Mike,  gave me a birthday card with a jeweled butterfly on it. “You will get your wings and fly again soon,” Mike wrote.

And so inspired by his loving  heartfelt card and the yellow butterflies on the bushes outside my window, I began to formulate in my mind  the third novel in the Mystic Bay Series, Town of Angels.  It’s a novel set in the psychic town of Mystic Bay where angels live as humans and love abounds. In the story  butterflies are sent from Angel Ken, to calm and nurture his flock of humans.Some land on the shoulders and fingers of the characters changing their days to happy ones.

And then a serendipitous encounter?  What happened next was to me a miracle. This past summer Elizabeth called with news of a butterfly  landing near and on her family  as they sat on the steps at their apartment building in New York City. For one week in the late afternoon a butterfly graced them with its presence landing a few times on each of them.  It landed on my son -in -laws’ finger, on Elizabeth’s shoulder and on the baby’s shoulder. A coincidence caught on their cell phones?

I think not but a synchronicity, a  happening of love, a testimony of finding heavens’ messages in the everyday. For I believe our world is awash with guiding angels. Some even come in dreams or send butterflies. For you see the  most lovely part of this story is  dear Elizabeth and her husband Seth named their baby girl Kate more then twenty years after Kate’s passing. I had my baby granddaughter, Kate, another Kate to love. A butterfly had landed on her shoulder just  as I’d written in my latest novel.

The messages come so frequently now. I have a growing family of loved ones. And the bitter old woman I so worried would become my future ? She never showed up  because of the synchronicity of happenings in this lovely angel and butterfly inspired life of mine, a life worth cherishing.

Below baby Kate and her butterfly

 

 

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 My son, Mike, has such a kind heart. Soon after I lost my husband, Steve, I went to visit Mike in LA. It was my birthday and I thought my writing novels was a thing of the past. But then Mike gave me a beautiful butterfly card. It read, “I know these months have been hard but I want you to know how proud I am of you. You will find your wings and fly again soon.” Amazing to me there were butterflies lighting softly on a huge beautiful flowered bush on a wall outside my hotel window. I decided right then I would find the creativity inside to write another book in the Mystic Bay Series and butterflies would somehow be a theme.  It took a while but finally I started working on the book I would later call Town of Angels

In the story set in Mystic Bay again, the main character, Angel Ken, sends comfort and healing with a wave of butterflies from his hand. I so loved writing these scenes just as much as  writing angels flying at night when no one can see them. In the story when bully, Klaus Waxman, comes to town calling out the angel sightings as fraudulent publicity stunts, Angel Ken is there.  With an inspiring angel debate and kindness from the town Angel Ken is able to refute Klaus’ claims. Angel Ken uses his angel wisdom  to eventually help the lonely sad man.

As I wrote, the idea of butterflies became comforting to me as well. I realized how Mike’s special card with a butterfly on it had given me such a wonderful avenue to tell my angel stories.  In the story children, Val and  Billy Jo, delight as butterflies land on their fingers and shoulders.. 

A few months after I published Town of Angels a wonderful thing happened. My daughter, Elizabeth, called me from her home in New York City. “Mom  we’ve been sitting on the steps of our apartment building each afternoon and a butterfly has been coming around even landing on us!”Each day for a week an admiral butterfly visited them.  Once it landed on my son in law’s finger. Then the next time it landed on my daughter’s shoulder. The final time it landed on the baby’s shoulder. After a week’s visitation the butterfly was gone. Was this a coincidence? I would like to believe there are no coincidences. I believe angels sent butterflies to my family as a joyful gift from heaven, a reminder of love. Will I write another story about angels and butterflies? I already have.

 

 

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Someone placed this rock with BE GRATEFUL written on it in my front yard. Who was it? I’ll probably never know. I kept it there for many months as a reminder for all those times in my life I experienced sadness, worry and fear and how  I would press forward towards the light gratefulness brings.

I’ve found it’s getting easier to feel grateful and blessed as the years go by. I passed the Be Grateful rock on to someone special to me. For one summer Arizona day an unknown angel on earth placed a heaven sent message on a rock in my front yard. Now I know the angels meant for me to pass  on it to you.

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My twins Liz and Mike  have been such treasures in my life. When I was writing my first novel, The Angel’s Daughter, Liz was in graduate school. An avid reader, she edited the first draft of my manuscript with a red pen. Her ability as an editor amazed me. On the plane going home from our visit she called me as I sat on the runway,”Mom, I saw a man running down the street with angel wings tattooed on his back. Make Sam’s character  have angel wing  tattoos!” Thus Sam, the despicable character as Hannah’s ex- boy friend and writing professor,  was given large  angel wing tattoos on his back which he proudly shows off in the novel on TV interviews.

My son, Mike, a television writer. gave me a beautiful butterfly birthday card the year after my husband passed away . He wrote,”I know the last few months have been hard, but I want you to know how proud I am of you.  You still have your wings and you’ll fly again soon,” Serendipity was ever present as there was a bush outside my hotel in LA that day filled with yellow flowers visited by many lovely  butterflies. This card became a theme in my last novel, Town of Angels. Mike’s quote is part of the story in the novel.  Angel Ken, the main character, sends butterflies to his flock of people in the fantasy town of Mystic Bay,California to sooth and calm troubled minds. And using one more of his wondrous angel gifts he guides the towns’ bully to an awakening of spirit.

People come into our lives and with small gestures make such life changing impacts on us. Liz and Mike have grown up to be kind, thoughtful and talented people.  They have used  wings of hope to realize their own dreams.  I am blessed to know and be the mother of these twin angels on the writers’ shoulders. Happy Birthday  today, January 2,2020, Liz and Mike!

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It was Christmas years ago. My likable teenaged student with special needs, I’ll call Hank, was one of seventeen children. His tennis shoes were tattered and worn.  A decision was made that Christmas. I bought him some new tennis shoes and he was thoroughly delighted and thanked me.

I enjoyed watching Hank walk to class now proud of his new shoes for the rest of the year. Hank always had a smile on his face. On one of our last days of school Hank walked into class with the shoes I had given him in the same box they came in. “I got new shoes,” he said. ” Thank you.” There were new shoes on his feet and the ever present smile on his face.

“Oh please keep them, they were a gift from me to you!”  I never saw Hank again since he moved when school was over. He did write me a letter the next year and I wrote him back. Years later I  keep the tradition going of giving to children in need for Christmas.

 I’ll never forget the joy on Hanks’ face when he knew he had two pairs of shoes to wear or the sincerity of his thank you. You see all my students are still with me. Every one of them angels on the writers’ shoulders.